Scott Disick, Reality TV star admits his three children are the only things keeping him going.
Scott Disick claims his life is so bad he would kill himself if it wasn’t for his children. The reality TV star, 32, has kids Mason, six, Penelope, three, and 12-month-old Reign with his ex-girlfriend Kourtney Kardashian, and revealed he’s determined to turn his life around following his split from the children’s mother.
Speaking to Kourtney, her mother Kris Jenner and her sisters Khloe Kardashian and Kim Kardashian West in the latest episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, he confessed: “It’s like, it’s just terrible but like if I didn’t have those kids I would kill myself. “But I have them and I’m gonna be here and I’m gonna make it right for them. “You know I just hope somehow, not that I’m religious but God could give me a chance or us a chance at this or something because like I just know that I’ll never have the happiness that I would have otherwise and it’s been nice having you guys in my life for so long so it’s weird to lose that many people that quick you know?”
However the scenes seem to suggest Scott is still intent on reuniting with Kourtney because he misses her and her famous family so much.
He said: “I want to be able to be the man that you’ve always wanted. I could party I could go out every night I could do whatever, it’s not the life that I really want.”I know what I want and I may not get it but I know that I would literally hate myself for the rest of my life if I didn’t at least try and I realise that if I don’t make a change now like it’ll never be able to be OK and it may not be but I’m damn well gonna try. “I wanted you guys to know that and I wanted to see you guys and I just love you all and miss you guys so much you know?”
It’s not the first time the self-proclaimed Lord has expressed his remorse about how he treated Kourtney while they were together as he recently apologised for “embarrassing” the family.